*cries into your neck. As the crying dies down, I start hiccuping, my body shaking from the nightmare. I squeeze my eyes closed, just wanting to sleep away the pain in heart caused from earlier and the nightmare* can we talk in the morning? My head and tummy hurt *says just above a whisper still shaking and sobbing* - H
(getting pretty intense now. I’m off to bed now, although don’t know how I will sleep with this just happening, but continue in morning/afternoon. Have a good day at school, it’s almost break)
We named Zayn’s son Kaiden (how did we spell it in the preferences? If we spelt wrong, please let us know and we’ll fix it) xx
Zayn * whimpers in my sleep. Is having a bad dream about you leaving me. You take my ring, and tell me to get out of your life because you don’t love me* Zayn, please I-I *my breathing increases and I toss around in bed * I-I’m s-sorry *whimpers as I start sweating and panicking in my sleep* - H
Isn’t he adorable with the twins :) His little Princess and little Lad xx
*tries to contain my cries, but after I hear you leave, I can’t. I start sobbing and crying into my hands* I can’t Z, please, I can’t *my breathing starts coming out in gasps. I fall to my knees as I think about what it’s like here without you. Although I’m very proud of you and want you to live your dream, I need you to be here with him. I curl my knees up to my chest as my period cramps get worst* zayn *whispers and keeps crying. I start to feel selfish for wanting you with me. I end up crying myself to sleep, curled up on the kitchen floor* - H
Daddy feels :) so happy you liked it.. It’s only the second part in the series, hope the feels don’t get too bad xx
"She’s so beautiful," I whispered, gently stroking my daughter’s head. I looked up at Y/N and watched her look at the tiny baby in her arms, as she sat up against the pillows on the hospital bed. "I can’t believe she’s here Li," she said tiredly. "You’re exhausted darling. You should get some rest," I suggested, moving closer to her. "What about you Li?" she asked, hiding a yawn, "and I don’t want Amelia to go to the nursery and be by herself." I placed my hand on top of hers on our little girl’s back, "I can hold her while you get some rest. I’m fine sweetheart," I kissed her forehead, "I’m so proud of you, you did so well earlier." Y/n nodded and looked down at the sleeping baby, before slowly passing her to me. "Hey sweet pea," I whispered, holding the little girl to my chest. I looked up at Y/N and noticed she was already asleep. I slowly moved to the chair beside the bed, holding Amelia carefully. As I got myself comfortable, I couldn’t take my eyes off her; she was so beautiful, hard to believe that Y/N and I made her and she was all ours. I had a daughter; a little girl to protect and who would hopefully look up to me. I smiled as Amelia wiggled on my chest. She wined quietly, starting to fuss. "It’s alright Emmy, daddy’s here," I whispered rubbing her back softly, as she continued to move. I guessed she missed her mum’s warmth, so with one hand on her back, I zipped up my hoodie with the other. I smiled as it covered her small body and she settled down. "Is that better sweet pea," I whispered, pressing a soft kiss to her head, "I will always be here for you, and mummy too. No matter how big or old you are, you will always be my baby girl." My eyes filled with tears as I watched the tiny baby sleeping on my chest. I had imagined this moment for months, but nothing would compare to actually holding my daughter for the time first. "I love you Amelia," I whispered, "to the moon and back."
"Lou, can I have some water?" Y/N asked, voice raspy. I quickly poured it and brought the straw to her lips, watching her drink the water. "I can’t believe he’s here," I whispered, putting the cup back and sitting closer to Y/N on the hospital bed. I kissed her forehead and took her hand in mind. "You are so strong boo," I said, squeezing her hand, "thank you for going through hours of labor to bring our little man into the world, I love you-," I was cut off by a knock on the door. "Someone wants to see his mummy and daddy," the nurse said, walking into the room, holding a small baby. "You take him, Lou," Y/N smiled. I looked at her surprised and she nodded. I took the baby wrapped in a blue blanket from the nurse. I placed him on my chest, one hand resting on his back to hold him close to me. I heard the nurse leave the room but I didn’t look up. "Hey Noah," I whispered. I looked up at Y/N and saw she was smiling at us. I opened by mouth to speak, but she spoke first. "You’re going to be an amazing dad," she whispered. I smiled at her words and looked back down at our son. "You’re here, my little Tommo is finally here," I said softly, gently stroking his head, feeling the soft baby hair. Noah looked up at me and tears filled my eyes. "Can’t wait to get you home and start our life as a family, and for everyone to meet you," I smiled at the beautiful boy on my arms, "You’re going to be heart breaker when you’re older, aren’t you." Just then Noah started to fuss and move around. "Shh my boy, it’s ok," I whispered, rubbing his back trying to sooth him. He opened his little mouth and squeezed his eyes closed as he cried loudly. Y/N suddenly reached her arms out for the crying little boy. I watched as she cradled him close to her body and kissed his tiny forehead. I smiled as the crying got quieter then stopped. "And you’re a mummy’s boy I see," I said, making Y/N giggle.
"Y/N did an amazing job. It’s hard enough bringing one baby into the world, let alone two," Denise kissed my cheek, "I’m going to call Greg and tell him they have arrived." As Denise left, I looked over at Y/N who was sleeping on the small hospital bed. Although I was tried, I couldn’t bring myself to sleep; I couldn’t take my eyes off the twins; our twins. I turned back to the two tiny babies sleeping in the plastic beds, waiting to be taken back to the nursery. The nurse walked into the room and stood beside me. "They’re beautiful, Mr Horan," she said, "would you like to hold them?" "I don’t know which one to hold first. I can’t chose between them," I shook my head. "You can hold them both together, they would probably like being close to one another as well," she said. I raised an eyebrow at her in confusion. "If you lay down on the recliner chair there, I can lay the babies on your chest," she explained, but before she finished I was already sitting down. She giggled lightly before placing Declan on my chest. He wiggled his limbs to get comfortable. I rested my hand on his back, my smile growing. Within minutes the nurse placed Cora down next to Declan. "I’ll be right outside if you need anything," she smiled leaving the room. Cora wined and opened her mouth to start crying, but I begun to rub her back softly. I pressed a gentle kiss to their beanie covered heads, my smile widening. "I have a little princess and a little lad," I whispered to myself. As I watched the small sleeping babies on my chest, tears filled my eyes. These two little Horan’s were a part of Y/N and I; they were prefect and I couldn’t thank Y/N enough for giving them to me. "I love you both so much," I smiled as Cora moved closer towards her brother, Declan, "I can’t believe you’re both here, I’ve waited patiently for you; well tried too. But I’m just so excited for you two."
"Sweetheart, you are perfect," I said. Y/N nodded and rested her head on my shoulder. I kissed her temple and watched the midwife with Spencer. She placed her on the towel on the floor beside Y/N. She quickly cleaned her up and put a diaper on her tiny body. Spencer started to fuss, but as she was wrapped up in a pink blanket, she settled. "Harry, would you like to hold your daughter? I’ll help get Y/N dressed and into bed," the midwife asked. Y/N nodded letting me know that it would be ok. "I would love to," I replied and gently accepted the little girl. As she was transferred to my arms, she started to cry in protest. Although I was used to babies; there was something about this one being mine, that made me forget everything I knew. "Just hold her close to you Harry, so she knows you are there," the midwife explained, "and just talk to her; comfort her." She returned to Y/N and helped her onto the bed. I looked down at my daughter. "Shh, baby it’s ok," I whispered, "don’t cry." As I watched the little girl in my arms, I released how lucky I was; I have a wonderful wife and now a beautiful baby girl. I snapped out of my thoughts by her cries. "Hey Spenc, it’s alright, Daddy is right here," I soothed, holding her closer. I rubbed her back softly and her cries died down. I looked at her; she was gorgeous, she looked so peaceful, like she didn’t have a care in the world. Spencer must of noticed I stopped rubbing her back and started to cry again. "Hey, hey Spencer, shh," I whispered, swaying my body, trying to calm her down again. After a few moments, just little whimpers escaped her tiny lips. "You are my little angel. Never forgot that," I whispered softly and placed a kiss on her head. I heard footsteps and looked up to see the midwife getting Y/N comfortable in bed. "Lets get you back to mummy yeah," I said smiling, "I’m sure she wants a cuddle too."
"How are you feeling babygirl?" I asked, still kneeling on the outside of the tub and gently wiping her eyes, catching her fallen tears. She nodded weakly. "Just tried Z," she whispered, throat dry. I kissed her forehead, before looking back down at our son in her arms. She cradled the small baby against her chest. The midwife moved, making us both look at her. "Should we get you out of the tub and into bed Y/N?" she asked, earning a nod from her. "Zayn, would you like to hold your son while I help Y/N?" I kissed Y/N forehead, before standing up. The midwife gently took Kaiden, put a diaper on him and wrapped him in a blanket. "Here you go daddy," she said placing the little boy in my arms, "that’s it Zayn, just make sure you support his head and hold him close to you; newborns like to feel body heat." I looked down at the tiny baby in my arms and nodded, not knowing what to say. I slowly walked out of the bathroom and sat down on the chair, keeping my little boy close to my chest. As I watched him, my smile grew; how can I love someone who just came into the world so much. I moved my hand to his head; feeling his soft dark brown hair like mine. He opened his eyes and I noticed that he didn’t just get my hair, but my eyes as well. "Hi Kaiden," I whispered, "I can’t believe it. I’m a dad; I’m you’re dad." My eyes looked over him; taking in all his little features. "I love you so much; and mummy does too," I smiled thinking of Y/N, "Can’t wait to watch you grow and teach you everything." He started wiggling, moving his arms out of the blanket, trying to move out of my arms. I quickly moved him so he was laying on my arms, his small head in my hand. "I see you’re still wiggly," I chuckled, remembering the times during Y/N pregnancy when he wouldn’t settle down. "My wiggly boy," I whispered, bringing him closer and kissing his tiny forehead.
A/N: If you have any ideas for this Baby Series; send them in. We would also love to hear feedback from you all..
The next preference in our pregnancy series will be “Baby’s First Outfit”
niall hugging harry’s parents and showing off his teeth x
Zayn and Anne hugging at the ‘This Is Us’ UK premiere x